sober

so since october 25 i stopped smoking maryjane. not even brownies or ice cream. it has made me sober, bored most times, ansty and just really really bored. most things are still the same like watching funny movies (not high) and eating bomb food (not high). it's good i'm not high going to places i guess.. i was talking to my classmate and i don't know i guess people who are really closed minded really do judge and don't understand. of course he told me everything he "knew" about why i'm better off not being high, but fuck that. i love how i feel when i'm on it, i don't do anything stupid, my friends and i are smart about certain things too. i just need to vent because this fool is bugging not only about my weed-dependancy but also on everything else that annoys me. anyway, so trying the whole sober thing isn't too bad, there are nights when i really do miss it. i'm really trying to do well in school it's a busy next weeks and hopefully finals won't be too rough if i do well in these next weeks. i remember i used to always do homework high at brian's and it was my best semester (gpa-wise). i'm just being a baby and complaining about something that is really good for me for the next few months (save $ and also trying to get a job so i can save up to move out). the end.