survivor

so it's been getting to me this whole "booty call" thing when in fact it could be just that, but then again it could be more. today we watched movies and then just talked, he let me borrow a book and when i was leaving offered to help me with spanish during the week. last last week when i went over it was totally friendship-wise, and i guess on weekends and i'm in the area (which is almost alwasys) i just happen to be available right? lin says to play hard to get, which what you are supposed to do, but whatever we have doesn't fit the norms. more-than-booty-call-friends-with-benefits-not-awkard-when-we're-chillin-and-not-screwing. whatever, not letting it get to me and just enjoying our fun times. i'm going on a diet/total ab workout for the week. i didn't think i was going to wear a 2 piece toga, but i guess i am now. maybe juice all day.


i saw april at school thursday